Wrestling With God (A Unitarian Universalist Guide for Skeptics and Believers)

My life-journey has been one extended wrestling match with God--evolving from an early mindless embrace to categorical rejection, then gradually yet resolutely proceeding toward my current status as a questioning believer or trustful agnostic. I have emerged a theological hybrid who chooses to juggle life tensions concerning the Holy. However unorthodox my spiritual condition may appear to mainline scrutiny, I proudly reside in the middle realm, straddling the three A' atheism, agnosticism and affirmatism, simultaneously.